| thats the number of days that i have had this thing... i remember that i got this back in the 8th grade. only about 6 years ago. and humm i am thinking about deleting this. i use to crave xanga. but now i have lost the craving that i once had. i guess xanga was the first interest "social networking" site that i used. before facebook and myspace. look at myspace....its popping. it seems almost embarassing if you ask someone if they have myspace. |
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flying to germany tomorrow. deutchland uber alles hummm not sure if i spelled that right |
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| So I had to move back to Madison Alabama to finish up my high school. And I think there was a rock concert over by the sophomore parking but I got there just as soon as it ended and I drove to school but I really didn’t know where to park but I brought my bike I guess just in case. And it was snowing everywhere. And I saw Suzy driving their big truck around in the snow and it was all over there place. Then I went to class and I was walking there and I saw some people that I knew from Germany. I didn’t know where anything was. They were freaking out because I missed a drama class and they said that I need to go to drama class. And they were doing a different play then what I thought. Then for some reason I had to go somewhere. I think a doctor. So I forgot to sign out and I just started walking. By the time I realized that I didn’t sign out was on the bridge over lake Norman. So I decided to run back and I got to Sherrills ford and some truck was on the other side and he would puck the gas so much that it would send him sideways into a ditch. And he eventually got stuck and he was slinging mud everywhere. |
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| A bunch has happened over the span of time since the last entry. I went to a graduation for 30 people and it took almost 2 hours. I cant believe that it took almost 2 hours when it took 3 hours for 700 people to graduate. I have finished my freshmen year of college (biology blows). I dated a girl that broke up with me on my birthday. Being dumped on your birthday makes you think about things. If my birthday is supposed to be the happiest day of the year then i am screwed. I like being single. No phone calls at 12:00. No more buying food for her. Ok so I am trying my best to get over her and its been a few weeks and she sends me a message on FB saying that she misses talking to me. Why does she do this to me? Sooner or later i will find someone. Someone that i can make fun of and not get mad. Someone that will make me a sandwich. Today i saw on the news that a tractor trailer was driving on the highway and crashed into oncoming traffic. I wonder if i was driving in the other lane and the truck hit me and i died, how would i feel about my life. Did i do it right? Am i supposed to try to follow the crowds and do what everybody else is doing, just cause? Did i accomplish everything that i wanted to. Should i have taken things more seriously? I think that i am living my life right. Having fun and taking it easy. I feel sorry for people who hate their jobs. It must be horrible every day to hear that alarm clock go off and know that they have an hour to get out the door to go to a job they hate so they can buy stuff that they dont need. Chipping away one piece of their soul at a time. I know that money can not buy happiness, so do something that you actually like doing. Anyways it is 3 AM and I felt like rambling. Peace |
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| Humm, i kinda have up on xanga. but back in the day i was freaking banging. i mean i would get like 30 comments. i had this thing on lock. And now look at me. but i dont know i kinda honestly miss xanga. because i never really blog on myspace or facebook. but anyways i kinda have something funny that happened to me today. so i leave the army base and i leave about at 4:20 hehe. and its a 4 day weekend so traffic was horrible. but it was moving unusually slow. so as i got closer i noticed that the military police were up there so i thought they were checking for driver licenses, but it turns out it was some group that hands out pamphlets about not drinking and driving and protecting yourself against sexual assault. and some lady said to me "DONT DRIVE AND DRIVE THIS WEEKEND, AND PROTECT YOURSELF FROM SEXUAL ASSAULT." and i said in responce i certainly will protect my self. but as i was driving away i should have said "no means no" Damn.
Joseph Byrd |
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